Didn't book in camp today went to the doc in the morning to get my flu sorted out and haha get an mc. Meet up with cox to spend the afternoon and as i knew it his girl pop in also lah haha its like a package deal now meet cox mean meet cox and cindy aiy...poor us! :P

Anyway, starting to feel weaker throbbing headache..sinus infection. Hate it when i fall sick, become kinda incoherent...zzz...Went to catch Golden Compass though, it was quite exciting but ending totally sucks! I must say the schooner featured inside and the sailboats were really beauties haha!! Wish i have the luxury to just sail away sometimes. which is why i have to work doubly hard now to get things started with Cardinal 4...

Anyway, the impending stress level also increases after confirming that most of the rovers and the other 2 cardinals (yh and tris) won't be able to make it for mini swtc...that effectively means im running the show alone. With so much that had happen im just hoping i won't have too much conflict with that particular entity. bleah...thinking about it also cause the headache to intensify.

Am i reaching the crossroad of scouting like what i told Tristan? Why is it that i feel that what i believe im good at and worked seem to be slowly sliding away and all the f up stuff starts to surface all over again? Why can't i stop those that suppose to be stopped?

Just let me sail away.